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Thursday, 08 April 2010
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i dun like change.
My best friend has decided that we couldn't really be friends anymore. it's 8th grade all over again. too bad i'm in college now. and it hurts way worse than when i was 13.. i don't really know what to do anymore. I have other best friends.. but wow.. she had been with me through everything. and now we can't even live
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ooh those nasty teen years..
So i'm trying to write a research paper over new media and it's affects on girls self esteem and self worth, but everytime i look anything up, it just reminds me of all the bullying and depression and all the problems throughout my teen years. it's hard to go back and face it, but it's a subject that i know quite a bit about. it's just frustrating trying to do this paper.. and reliving the life i've left behind.
Monday, 05 April 2010
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>.<
I hate not being able to control every aspect of my life.
and right now i feel like i'm not in control of anything.
I hate the fact that i have to rely on others.
People are stupid. and they will let you down.
Why should i have to let it affect my life?
Sunday, 14 February 2010
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I love him. A lot. =]
And not just because it's the dreaded Valentines day. Which we aren't celebrating btw. i ruled it out.
He makes me happy. And giggle. and i can be as goofy as i want. it's great! and the sex is Incredible. added bonus.
Oh.. it snowed in East Texas.. apparently this isn't normal.. I choose to believe that i brought the snow with me. Me being from Northeast Oklahoma and all. It always snows there. So all my little east texan friends were so deliriously happy about building snowmen and having snow fights. it was cute. =P
Saturday, 06 February 2010
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la. Lala. La.
So We are celebrating our 5 month today. =]
I'm so excited that I finally have a guy that will love me for all that i am.
He watches cartoons with me and understands my random cravings. He won't let me walk all over him and tells me no.. Unlike all the other guys before who were complete pushovers. I like a little competition. He puts up with my indecisiveness and feeds my desire to be amazing at the things i love to do.
Speak_Freely
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- Name: Speak_Freely
- Birthday: 8/3/1991
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 1/12/2009
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18. college. this is my escape. oh btw.. i don't give a damn about credit and such. suck it. i do enjoy talking though.. so message me? =]
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